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[26 Mar 2007|04:05am] |
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philip glass. metamorphosis 3 |
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really sad. i don't even know what to say. i'd like to say that falling in love would make it better but its the very thing that put me in this situation. and its tiring. and i'm going to bed.
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| dang that is a saweet earth. WRONG |
[03 Mar 2007|12:59pm] |
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brendan benson. metarie. |
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1. Grab the nearest book. 2. Open the book to page 23. 3. Find the fifth sentence. 4. Post the text of the next three sentences in your journal along with these instructions. 5. Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST. 6. Tag five other people to do the same.
"This went against the grain of mainstream Confucianism, which emphasized filial love."
i tag whoever wants to do this.
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| i'm i becoming schizophrenic? |
[01 Mar 2007|04:14pm] |
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contemplative |
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janet jackson. |
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the other night i saw a cage with wings flying around my room. this morning i saw someone standing in my doorway but my door was only half open so i couldn't quite make out their features. but they were wearing a white robe. so i started asking who they were. apparently no one was there because i got up and opened the door more it went away.
it all must mean something.
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| dream number infinity. |
[21 Sep 2006|12:34am] |
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shaky |
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tetragrammaton. the mars volta. |
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i had yet another dream about my dad the other night. i forgot to write about it. its the best one i've had so far. it was like any other normal day. me, my mum, and my brother were leaving to go somewhere. then, my dad came home. he was in really good shape and very happy. we were all very surprised and excited to see him, cos we obviously haven't seen him in a long time. all of us were crying as we were hugging him. then he started just asking everyday normal questions, like what's new and how is everything. i updated him on life. i told him how i switched majors and how i made the dean's list and have been getting really good grades. and he was surprised by really proud of me. my dad was always overly proud of my music abilities. so i'm sure if he were alive today he'd be shocked that i went into nursing. but anyways, my mom started talking about how she was trying to sell the house and shit. he said that he could sell our house in 3 minutes and that he'd help us get it sold. it was really cool. and it was soooo real. i seriously woke up with false hopes, but it was worth it. just for that feeling that he was actually there.
i guess in the paranormal world that is him coming to visit me. although, i wish it to be true, i don't think it is. cos my mum or brother haven't had any dreams about him. so why would he just visit me? i dunno.
-end-
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| i haven't brushed my teeth today. |
[03 Sep 2006|01:00am] |
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the mariner's revenge song. the decemberists. |
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school is going to turn me into a really big nerd that always studies and never goes out. in my free time i will play video games. and i will be friends with digital images on television or computer monitor screens.
all in all i will be awesome.
well, i've been studying for 12 hours. i'm done for the day.
partially jk i wanted to see my friends today.
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| POST ANNOMYNOUSLY...i wanna guess who you are. |
[29 Jun 2006|09:05pm] |
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cities in dust. siouxsie and the banshees. |
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POST ANNOMYNOUSLY
One secret.
One complaint.
One compliment.
One thing you just wanted to tell me but couldn't.
One quote that reminds you of me.
How long we've been friends.
A hint to who you are!
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| guess what? |
[28 Jun 2006|02:49am] |
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pissed off |
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dearly beloved. kingdom hearts II. |
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i have no money. and all i really spent it on was gas and food. i need another job or a second one. anyone hiring?
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| today. |
[25 Mar 2006|01:34am] |
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| dear keith, |
[28 Jul 2005|01:23am] |
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golden |
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if you were here i'd kiss your freakin face off!
his reply: if you were here and we decided to go swimming and you jumped in the deep end and hit your head and swallowed a lot of water and passed out and couldn't breathe i would throw off my sunglasses and whistle from my lifegaurd stand like they do in sandlot and rescue you and give you mouth to mouth.
my reply: i wanna have an intellectual conversation with your tounge.
his reply: not if i start talking first. my reeses' buttercup.
my reply: my honeybee
the end?
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| hi. |
[29 Apr 2005|04:08pm] |
if you haven't added me as a friend yet i'm deleting you.
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| alright. |
[27 Apr 2005|11:07pm] |
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aggravated |
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radiohead. |
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this is my new journal. yeah. have a lovely evening/day/whenever you read this. kthx.
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